Yes! Finally Friday!

I don't know what I love more than friday...
I am not really sure why I love fridays so much because I never have a free weekend. I guess it is just because I have my kids home and no daycare kids. Don't get me wrong, I love my daycare kids but they are not my kids so it is nice to have a break.

Today is a weird day emotionally for me also. I guess after four negative preg tests this week I just don't care. Whatever. If I am pregnant then I am pregnant. If not, then hurry up AF and lets get it over with!

My daughter (7 years old) had her first softall game of the year last night and she beat them 25-15. I am pretty stoked about that. My son (8 years old), his first game is tonight. Another game for my daughter on saturday and baseball pics for my son also on sat.

On another topic, my dh slept on the couch last night. That was after I chewed him out for an hour. I feel sorry for him but not really. He left work five hours early the other day and I lied to me about it. I found out from his boss, (which just HAPPENS to be my ex-husband/father to my children). I was mortified and let him in on my feelings for sure. Hopefully he learned his lesson.

But really, why do guys lie about the dumbest things? I mean, the reason he left I will keep somewhat private but I can guarantee you that it was nothing to hide. They make themselves look so guilty and us women so worried but in the end, its usually because they want some alone time or they want to go buy some stupid car part or get their eyebrows waxed but are too embarrassed to admit it.

My hubby doesn't understand why it upsets me so much. He of course turns it around to say that if I wasn't so intimidating then he wouldn't have to feel like he has to lie. I understand that but come on! The way I look at things is if you have to lie about it, then you probably shouldn't be doing it!

Anyways, when I explained to him that if I disappeared for 5 hours and he didn't know where I was and then I lied and said I was somewhere else. He would be upset. He agreed, apologized and slept on the couch so I let it go. I hugged him this morning before he went to work. I am going to let it be and move on to have a great weekend. He really is an awesome guy and an amazing husband. Just acts like he is a teenage boy and I am his mother sometimes. I am sure that he will grow out of that eventually. He is almost 33 though! LOL

I said a couple of days ago that I was going to write about what makes me who I am or Who I really Am.... I just don't think I am mentally ready to write about that. After AF comes or I find out I am pregnant, either one, then I will write about that. Right now I don't think I am ready to write on that topic.

In general I feel pretty good today. No apparent reason other than it is Friday and the sun is shining!